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[19 Aug 2005|05:32pm]
how is everyone?
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[13 May 2005|07:06pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

i found my lil sis braclet today and i thought about how much i miss jackie

now im all emo abou my family

i want to go to school to make my mom happy but NOTHING makes her happy.....and i mean i just wish she would stop trying so hard and just let me get through all this myself instead of babying me all the time

i can do things myself

any way im sick of my parents fighting. it stresses me out like woah.... yeah....

i hate how she goes through all my shit too
like im not a person and i dont deserve privacy

god knows i love my mom but she thinks i do ALL these bad things that i DONT! i dont know, im over it.

:) <3 u all

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[12 May 2005|11:06pm]
[ mood | dead ]

everything i touch turns to shit

god i fucking love you

and you know it

and you love it

but not me

im never enough

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[11 May 2005|08:16pm]
[ mood | curious ]

i want the guy whose arms i run into and he twirls me around

i want the one who i fight with and then make up two seconds later with a makeout session

who likes to take me places and shows me off to his friends

who loves to take kissy myspace pictures with me

who has me all over his page so the ladies know to back off

he calls me for no reason. say two things. then hangs up.

kisses me in random places at random times

he fights over the remote with me

he thinks im cute evern when in pj's

if this is you please respond ASAP

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BRYAN PATRICK [10 May 2005|05:19pm]
i dont know if you are reading this but if you are i want you to know
i never stopped caring for you and i never could
i never got over you and i never will
i know this is silly after such a short period of time but
truth is i think about you all the time
and i miss you
and I want you back
but most importantly

im sorry
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[10 May 2005|09:01am]
I love you Bryan Patrick
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[10 May 2005|08:57am]
breathCollapse )
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[06 May 2005|08:58pm]
[ mood | happy ]

my other phone is dead now


my cell is 727*235*5941

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woah man [06 May 2005|12:30pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

last night was fucking WEIRD

we hung out @ kierstens for a bit then walked around the acers

we walked down to the boulvard but no one was there and just as we were leaving this car pulls up and its full of guys who ask us if we want a ride
SO were like okay whatever at least we dont have to walk
and they take us back to this house (they were clearly drunk but REALLY hott)with like 20 guys
and were the only girls (it was me steph and kiersten)and then we start just chillin and shit these guys are like around ninteen, i think the youngest one was seventeen so any ways
were hanging out and then a couple of them ask us if we want to fuck
and im like no...
and kierstens like i have a boyfriend
and steph is like no...

and then this REALY DRUNK UGLY FAT KID yells :dont fuck them they prolly have S.T.D.'s: and like we dont even know this kid
and then another one is like "hey dont fucking talk to them like that"
and then they start fighting and shit
and then like four of them jump in a start fighting eachother

so we left to go get a pack of ciggarettes and the one that stuck up for us left too i geuss
and he was PISSED
so we followed him and he was trying to lose us and the driver in our car was sooooo drunk we thought we were going to get into a wreck.
so then we stopped following him and then i started flippin cuz i was supposed to be home like 2 hours ago and i was staying at my grandmas so i was like having a ceizure and then they took us home and yeah

it was GREAT! LOL

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[05 May 2005|09:58am]
[ mood | scared ]

my mom found my dads emails btwn. him and his girl friend

she got drunk
and flipped

dislocated his shoulder

gave me a black eye

got the cops over here

got in her car and left

good riddance

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[02 May 2005|10:01am]
Maggie and Andre- 5/1/05

lets see how long this lasts.
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[29 Apr 2005|10:22pm]
[ mood | empty ]

do not talk to me if your a guy and you havent seen me cry before because this means i dont trust you

no exceptions

fuck you all

im done

ill just go back to being a fucking SLUT

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[28 Apr 2005|11:01pm]
[ mood | drained ]

i miss you

i cant look at you

i cant be around you

be my reason

be my life

i cant stand to watch you smile

when you arent smiling at me

come save me

be mine

my one and only

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[28 Apr 2005|08:21am]

self centered


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a poeeeemmmm [26 Apr 2005|05:15pm]
[ mood | blank ]

here i sit

outside in the pouring rain

thinking of you over and over again

the smoke from my ciggarette gets lost in the raindrops

as do my tears

they never stopped

then you appear

out of no where

said you just got out

and you wanted to see me

said you couldnt go on missing me

there we stood

in the pouring stinging rain

all my feelings for you

came rushing back again

your like a loaded gun

im waiting for you to shoot

im waiting for you to kill me

not knowing what to do

i wanted your effort

your comfort too

i wanted to kiss you

like i used to

but i just stood

two feet away

the rain hiding my tears

i would never be the same

i remember the days

my life filled with shame

when we would fight and scream

i would leave the water running

so you couldnt hear me crying

you were my cocaine

and i was addicted

and when you spoke

so soft

but vindicted

i would want to hide

like a child

scared of that thing

killing me inside

and there we stood

not saying a word

but everything

still being heard

still being hurt

i never learned

never knew why

why i was frozen

in our past time

i was killing myself

no i never knew why

you leaned forward

and wiped away my salty badges of sorrow

you could see my lie

knew i couldnt get through tomorrow

you kissed me

like you used to

you knew somehow

that i had missed you

there we stood

hand in hand

lips on lips

we both knew this was the end of it

we never spoke a word

and i watched you walk away

and the rest of my life

died in that kiss

on that day

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[26 Apr 2005|04:19pm]
[ mood | awake ]

kissing you

missing you

do you want me?

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[25 Apr 2005|08:57pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

im so sick of my mom.

two more weeks.

and im outta here.


will you guys miss me?

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[24 Apr 2005|06:24pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

some guy wrote this:

This was written by a guy who has had years of experiance.

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do.

2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.

3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.

4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.

5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.

8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.

8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did.

9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...

10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.

11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy..

11.5 Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!

12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship.

13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the shit out of him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.

16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents, and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.

19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. Memorize their god damn birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.

27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good.

28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice.

29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.

30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.

(If you have read this and you are a girl, then some of these things are actually really true...am I right?! And if you read this and you are a guy, then these are like the mother fuckin best tips you could ever get!)

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<3 [24 Apr 2005|04:10pm]
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[24 Apr 2005|03:45pm]



lets hang out
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